Tuesday, November 13, 2007
15 years ago a child was brought upon this world.
14 years ago he lost his memory.
13 years ago someone who meant a lot to him died.
12 years ago he made his first friend in the nursery.
11 years ago all his friends called him stupid.
10 years ago he made some friends.
9 years ago he graduated from his kindergarten, lonely again.
8 years ago he proved the people wrong by excelling academically, topping the class.
7 years ago he was bullied.
6 years ago he made it into the EM1 stream of the school, still topping the class
5 years ago he remained lonely, friends coming and going, but only one person stayed behind.
4 years ago that person left the world.
3 years ago he tasted his first defeat - he didn't make it into the secondary school he wanted.
2 years ago he finally made some new friends
1 year ago the friends he made remained, and he thought he was happy.
6 months ago he discovered he had a deceased sister, one who died before he was born.
5 months ago he tasted another defeat - the band he was in didn't get the award they wanted and he felt that he was to blame, partially.
4 months ago all his fishes died.
3 months ago he thought of dying.
2 months ago he cried while thinking about his life.
1 month ago he broke down, due to stress and outside elements.
1 hour ago he thought of where he came from, who were his biological parents, why did the birth certificate of him only contained his present mother's name, why does it write "adoptive mother" under the relationship section, why is his father's name not written on it ,
what exactly happened? now? these memories are all coming back to him. and he cannot resist it.
left himself a note;
12:25 AM
