Sunday, February 25, 2007
i feel weak, helpless and sick right now.
i took mc for the cross country as i really couldn't run in a condition like that. the doctor prescribed me another type of antibiotic which is a broad spectrum one. and once i pop in the pill, it withdraws all my energy to do the things i want. another dosage of the cough medicine just makes me more drowsy than ever.
well, something is definitely wrong with me, might go to the clinic for a checkup soon.
as for now, enjoy this piece of music.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
left himself a note;
2:00 PM
