i've seen
someone give a reply to what i said in the previous post. and it doesn't matter, really, it doesn't. i'm sick and tired of bottling up all these things. and sometimes i just have the urge to let it all go.
if i'm being childish or unreasonable to anyone, i'm sorry, for whatever i said that offended you, it's just that sudden urge to let everything out.
i don't even really, totally understand my really young baby days. it's just this blank that is present there. and i'm not sure if my parents are keeping anything from me, till now when i'm 14. and i resent the fact that i have to keep on maintaining a brave front in the sight of all my friends.
this is just another world or dimension full of
doubts and lies. therefore, i would like to release all the inner frustrations i have. and be carefree. and most importantly to be
happy.
so what if my father wasn't my biological father. it doesn't matter, actually.
so what if i was adopted. it doesn't matter, actually.
so what if my real parents are somewhere looking for me. it doesn't matter, actually.
because i'm contended, with what i have. my present family - forever family. my present relatives - forever relatives. my present friends - friends forever. really, i am contended that i was able to meet each and every single person of my life, and
being a part of your lives.
God bless.
left himself a note;
11:16 PM
