i just scared the shit out of my whole family today.

this morning, when i woke up, i totally lost control of myself. i was throwing a very big tantrum because of my throat. and maybe it's because of the nightmare i had - which i forgot what.

after i took my medicine, i went back to bed again.

then after a while, at about 10am they asked me if i was feeling better. i nodded. my brother told me that i have been sitting in front of my desk, shaking and spinning my head just now - as if i were on ecstasy.

i shuddered.

did i? i remembered myself being asleep. what is wrong with me?