Wednesday, September 27, 2006
i'm gonna die. yes i am.
the first way i'm gonna die is through the stress i'm getting because of my upcoming exams. the stress is on. everyone is getting so serious nowadays that i could feel their evil aura chanting "i'm gonna beat you!"
as for me, the bad thing is, i'm not feeling stressed because of the exams. i'm feeling stressed because i'm not getting the stress i'm supposed to get. Is there something wrong with me? or is it that i'm too stressed up that my brain is screaming " Stop studying stop studying i can't take it anymore" ?
i don't know.
hopefully it's because i'm well prepared that my brain decides not to do anymore work. i really hope so.
nowadays, i keep studying and revising my work late into the night that i feel so tired. i can't believe i'm actually consuming so much coffee. three cups last night? yes. about there.
shit. i don't want to get addicted to it.
nor do i want to fail my exams.
nor do i want to fall ill.
nor do i want to fail.
i desperately need help now. some magical creatures - please help me!
left himself a note;
8:36 PM
