well today certainly was a break for me. that's one of the good things of being sick.
i woke up at around 6am, wondering what to do. then i recalled that i had another day of mc. i checked my temperature. 38.2 degree celsius. fever. i continued sleeping until 8.30 after taking my medicine which was scheduled every 6 hours.
seeing that i didnt go to school today, my mum nagged at me saying that i was 'ponning' school. well, if she really thinks so, i can't do anything. She listed out the consequences that i would experience if i hadn't studied properly and slacked like this. slacking? i don't think i was slacking. i'm sick for goodness sake.
it's all because i looked so healthy and radiant today, after the 11 hour of sleep i got. i had not really slept that well since the last time i got a fever during the school holidays. so now i finally understand. sleep is the key to looking healthy.
but the problem is, i can't seem to have good sleep on any nights, in my normal and healthy condition. i would be tossing and turning around in bed with thoughts in my mind like "shit my homework, i forgot.","oh no, tomorrow there's a quiz" and "have i forgotten something?" that's my problem. i always think think think and think. Stress. Maybe?
So tomorrow i'm gonna go back to school already. My m.c is going to expire tomorrow. I really hope that the naggings from my mum and my ah ma would stop. I'm going insane.
left himself a note;
5:35 PM
